Ask me anything   I like to smile a lot... but half the time, inside I'm filled with saddness, feelings of replacement and hurt. I spend everyday saying "Well, what if..." because I'd rather say that then later say, "I should've...". People don't get who I am, they always play with my feelings and then replace me. They underestimate me. They think I'm not capable of certain responsibilities, when I've done it a million times. I am very gullable, which people take advantage of that. I don't like where I am in life right now. I wish I was ahead, living somewhere else. I'd love to move to ATL, hopefully I will in 6 years. I can make it, right? I don't follow anyone else in life besides the Lord Himself. He's blessed me in many ways and I can only name off a few blessings because those are the onces I have found out for myself. The other blessings, I just haven't noticed yet. He always builds me back up when I'm broken down. He always answers my prayers and if he doesn't, I know it's because there's someone else out there who is in more need of help than I am. God understands why I make mistakes and when I do make those mistakes, I always pray to him because I know even if I'm the most evil person ever, he'll still love me. Family comes 2nd in my life. They've been there since the beginning and I can't thank them enough. Then there's my friends. I have so many of them, but only a few I can tell everything to, trust 100% with everything, and count on them for anything. Every person in my life right now means something to me. Even if they don't right now, they will eventually. I stopped caring about what others think about me a long time ago. I gave up trying to impress others because what really matters was doing my best to impress God, which I already do. Taylor Swift defines my life because I can't do it for me. And the rest about me, you'll have to figure it out for me.

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